This Moment Of Gratitude

in: Dharma Topics
Discussion Date: Thu, May 17, 2018

Dear Still Water Friends,

This week I read a reflection by Ajahn Sumedho concerning his incapacity for gratitude in his twenties and early thirties:

I had been a Buddhist for many years before I met Ajahn Chah. I had tremendous interest and faith in Buddhism, as well as an eagerness to study and practice it. But it was still coming from the sense of my doing it, my studying it, my trying to practice it. When I became a monk, there was still this tendency: “I want to get rid of suffering. I want to be enlightened.” I was not much concerned about other people, about my parents, or even about Ajahn Chah, with whom I was living at the time. I thought that it was very nice that he was helpful to me, but I did not feel a deep gratitude.

Continued

1 2 3 40